OH MY BAAH

... has ended for me.

Yesterday the kitchen crew of Küche II drove back to the Netherlands, and I am in my room again.
It's weird to be home; it's like those 10 amazing days didn't happen at all....

I really miss everything and everybody there, but it also feels good to sleep 'till 11 8D

Fusion 2009 was an amazing experience and I can't wait 'till next year!

Pictures etc. will follow.

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On some other note, I'll probably go clothing shopping in an hour, because I have some money and really need new clothes. So yay! Let's hope I find some stuff in Size Big 8D

		I will marry Your mom.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Tokyo in our fabulous Shack.
		We will have 33 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a black blue.
		I will spend my days as a drugsdealer, and live happily ever after.

So far, I'm doing pretty good. I've had exams these past weeks, plus one week of total FREEDOM!
I passed my Japanese talking exam with an 8 (scale from 1 to 10; 1 is bad, 10 is good, so an 8 is pretty good), and failed another exam with a 5, so I'll have to redo that. I'm not sure about the other two exams, but today test went pretty good, so I think I passed this one too.

The only exam left now is Japanese Listening test, which will be on wednesday (so think of me please ; ;)


Some other good things;

- I have stopped drinking energy drink. I'll only drink it on special occasions (nightparty's and Castlefest)
- I'm eating less chocolate. Today I only ate the chocolate paste that was on my bread (took 4 pieces of bread with it, but well... XD)
- I've been sleeping really well these past days; I get tired at around 10am, go to sleep at 11am and wake up at 7-8 pm before my clock goes off (which makes me happy - I HATE it to be woken by a clock =__=)
- I had a fun day at school today. I start to trust the people around me again, my classmates and the guys and gals from the other classes. I opened up a bit today, which made me proud.
- I swapped bus tickets with a random Japanese guy. I now have a Japanese bus ticket which I can no longer use, yey! He's got my Dutch one now.
- A lot of things made me happy lately, relatively small things; LJ comments, things that people say to me, looking at my dollies (yes Mitsuki, I'll be working on your face-up next week =__=), poupee girl (XD)...
- I'll be finding a job. A REAL JOB. Ok, part time, but I need more money ; ;

Just when you thought everything was over, somebody else pops up to turn your life upside down again.

Not only did Raouken kicked me away a few days before Abunai (which was great, btw), the whole ClockworkAngel situation is still going on, but it has evolved in a 'Let's Bash Muton'-somethingsomething =__='

So, dearest ClockworkAngel posted a sob story on BJD Café (stupd second Dutch doll forum) about how she had always tried to apologize and how she was right blahblah. Point is, about 3 members from BJD Café are actually on Den of Demons and none of them is a regular visitor. However, she was alowed to post about her stupidness, even tough they have a rule that bashes drama from other forums.

Ok. She told her side of the story there. Some people were already saying things like 'Geez, that Muton is such a bitch'. Therefore, I decide to post my side of the story. All very normal, and calm, just stating the facts and the lies that were in CWA's sob story. All good and fine, sweet girl Aerthis accepting the topic but locking it down so there won't be any further discussion about it all. No Muton bashing anymore. So I tought...

 I just recieved a PM on Den of Demons from the fucking ADMIN of that forum that basically said this; "Hai, we kicked you off our forum because you talked BAAAAAD about it on here lol. And you didn't make an introduction post, blolol. Bye. PinkHazard"

Picture me going WTF, since their rules state that things on other forums should stay on those forums. I send her a reply that I don't even want to be on her stupid forum which has Naiara and TiggTea as moderators, and I ask her to just leave my life with all the bullshit and crap. I posted in Dear Diary, being pretty pissed off.

Last I read was her trying to be very, very tough. We'll see how this ends. I'm so fucking sick of this all.

I MADE IT!!!!!!! ^______^

I got zeh crown bling, and I'm tired xDD
Tomorrow we got a doll meeting, so I'm staying at Eef's (Raouken's) for a few days now. We're having loads of fun, but our backs are broken and we're as dead as fish in sushi +___+

better go sleep in a while ^__^ ah yesh... sleeeeeeeeeep...

Merry Christmas to all of you!!! I didn't have time to say this before, so I'm saying it now (late late late), but the PC was kind of... being stupid and had to be re-organised and stuff that always happens in holidays when you need the damned thing the most ^___^

So, can't upload the christmas pictures I took, so it's a Mitsuki-less christmas for all of you (nah nah nah nah nah! =PPP). But they'll be up as soon as possible, I hope...

Anyways, he wishes everybody a Merry Christmas too ^__^

that's about it, I'm outta here again, not feeling to spectacular (lost the sick, so that's a good thing ^__^) and things are really, very nice and cozy here at home >...> (as in not at all...)

*gives hugs to everybody* ^__^

I AM fucking sick or getting sick... life's a bitch T___T

Bwah... I got a cold +___+ My nose is stuffed and I feel like blah... well, maybe I'll be sick tomorrow... not really a problem tough xD

And I survived Antwerpen... It was kind of fun, but well... not superbre, let's say it like that. London last year was a LOT better... The walking killed me, the museum's too... and the food was like SO BAD! But well, it was eatable, but not very nice ^^;; And I was tired all the time...

It was good to come back. Mitsuki was a bit angry ( hehe xD) but he enjoyed his present a lot (I gave him a little heart-shaped cushion with a lot of 'I love you's on it ^^;;). For myself I bought some ear jewelry, a pair of socks with sheepheads on them and a thingy to hang on a necklase or something, with a lock and a key. I bought a little present for my mom too, and some truffels (chocolate thingies O Yeah!) for everybody at home ^^;; I wasted 62 euro's in total, but it was also spend on food, so... xD

Bah I feel so stuffed +___+ But I'm going to sew in... a short time and then I'll feel better ( or not... +__+)

Missed you all and happy to be back!
hugs, Muton zeh Sheep with zeh Socks

 ~ Cause nothing is better then friendship (and Pirate Shoes) ~








"Ain't it Shiny, Kao-chan?" 


"Koko hungry, ne?"
[Koko: MJAM... *insert crazy furby sounds here*]



This photoshoot contained pictures of: 

~ Mitsuki: my uber cute and faithful friend, who's got very stubborn knees...
~ Kaoru: the very humiliated and tortured pink puppy, who refuses to speak [or bark]
~ Nameless Usagi: white rabbit plushie Who Shall Not Be Named [Yet] 
~ Koko: the BJD-sized furby, who needs love... lots of love <33

Yay for Dir en Grey~! =3 The stuff I ordered ('Vulgar' and DVD 'Tour 5 It whiters and whiters') has arrived and I'm like soooooo happy~! When I watched some parts of the DVD I only got flashbacks back to 28 may... D= 

CD's really good to, from what I heard of it... I'm really happy to have it, though it made me another 48 euro's poorer (since I also ordered a black/white stripey shirt... and why are clothes cheaper then CD's and DVD's?) 

Gotta go now, prepare my dinner... but I'm Happy~!